I have realized tonight that my milk supply has taken a serious blow, I can only imagine as a result of being sick this last week. Lord it is not my desire to be finished nursing my little one- the bond we share and the special time we have nursing means so much to me and I do not want to be finished. It was not my plan to be finished this soon, but I recognize l Lord, that it is your plan, not mine, that leads my way. I do not desire to end this activity of my baby's life, but I know that if you should have it be over for us, I trust that it is what is best. Seldom do I ask for something to be your will, but this I ask of you. Should you not grant it to me, I will know you have other plans in store for us, even if I do not know or understand them.
Thank you for allowing me this special time with my sweet baby. I pray it is your plan to continue, but will not question you if it is not. My heart breaks for this lord, and I give it to you- my healer, my redeemer, my King- to hold in your hands and lift the burden from my heart and mind. I put my trust in you.
Amen.
PS only a God like you could make a grin like that!
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